Prepared by: Allia Yunus
Susah ke untuk faham hati seoran perempuan?is it hard for u men? susah ke kau nak faham hati aku sebagai seorang wanita?seorang perempuan? Kadang-kadang aku berharapa kau akan bertanya "are u okay,sayang"? bagi aku ayat tu dah cukup untuk menenangkan gundah di hati aku. Show me that you're care about me my dear..I wish you could lean your shoulder for me.Everyday i hope u will show me that u care about me..I know lelaki susah nk cakap I LOVE YOU..but it doesnt matter..just show to me that u care about my life,myself..yes!i jeles tengok orang lain happy dengan pasangan masing-masing. I pun harap macam tu dari u..you know,i try to avoid myself to read your wall. you know why?kerana I takut nanti kalau ada hal yang akan buat i kecik hati. dan u tau kan, I taknak jadi penyibuk.Ye.sebab kita takde ikatan yang sah. Tapi ,sayang...please faham i ...please..im begging u my dear..
I selalu harapkan yang terbaik untuk u.I just want to see u smile..I just want u happy. You, sekali-sekala bagi perhatian pada i...i tak harap 24hrs 7 days u with me,but at least give me some text that make up my face with smile
p.s: i love u sayang
* dear MR A,i love u with full of passion and patient...
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Cerita
Prepared by: Allia Yunus
Tak tau la kenapa kan?tetiba je air mata aku gugur.. Ye mungkin salah aku sebab over excited.
Tak tau la kenapa kan?tetiba je air mata aku gugur.. Ye mungkin salah aku sebab over excited.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Mommy....
Prepared by: Allia Yunus
Hi, Mommy.
...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few
weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I
will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me
your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I
do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I
don't like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't
know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want
us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?
You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do
that when you're awake, any more?
I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say
you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
Hi, Mommy.
...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few
weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I
will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me
your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I
do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I
don't like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't
know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want
us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?
You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do
that when you're awake, any more?
I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say
you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
Monday, August 22, 2011
ohhhh.....
Prepared by: Allia Yunus
Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dengan orang yang salah sebelum menemui insan yang betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yang betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana untuk bersyukur dengan nikmat pemberian dan hikmah di sebalik pemberian tersebut. Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yang lain akan terbuka tapi lazimnya kita akan memandang pintu yang telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu yang telahpun dibukakan untuk kita.
Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dengan orang yang salah sebelum menemui insan yang betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yang betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana untuk bersyukur dengan nikmat pemberian dan hikmah di sebalik pemberian tersebut. Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yang lain akan terbuka tapi lazimnya kita akan memandang pintu yang telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu yang telahpun dibukakan untuk kita.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Ramadhan
Prepared by: Allia Yunus
Assalamualaikum.Ahlan Ya Ramadhan...Ramadhan kembali menjelma.Alhamdulillah,aku masih bernafas untuk meneruskan tanggungjawab aku sebagai hambaNYA.Aku rindu Ya Allah.Arwah Atok pergi sehari sebelum puasa.Dah lebih 10 tahun Atok pergi..Sehari sebelum puasa Atok breakfast tiba-tiba Atok tercekik ,atok tersungkur di sink..Opah riba Atuk,Opah sempat mengajar Atok untuk mengucap.Mak Yang cerita semua ni pada aku. Aku masih ingat seminggu sebelum Atok pergi aku dan keluarga balik kampung ..Hari aku nak balik rumah aku,Atok tak bagi aku dan keluarga balik.Dia mintak kami tunggu,tapi terpaksa balik sebab ayah kerja..Aku tak sangka Atok pergi tinggalkan kami.Ya Tuhan,aku rindukannya..Tapi aku redha..kerna Engkau lebih menyayanginya .Atok,Alia doakan Atok bahagia di sana.Al;fatihah untuk Atok..Semoga roh Atok sentiasa dirahmati oleh NYA...
Assalamualaikum.Ahlan Ya Ramadhan...Ramadhan kembali menjelma.Alhamdulillah,aku masih bernafas untuk meneruskan tanggungjawab aku sebagai hambaNYA.Aku rindu Ya Allah.Arwah Atok pergi sehari sebelum puasa.Dah lebih 10 tahun Atok pergi..Sehari sebelum puasa Atok breakfast tiba-tiba Atok tercekik ,atok tersungkur di sink..Opah riba Atuk,Opah sempat mengajar Atok untuk mengucap.Mak Yang cerita semua ni pada aku. Aku masih ingat seminggu sebelum Atok pergi aku dan keluarga balik kampung ..Hari aku nak balik rumah aku,Atok tak bagi aku dan keluarga balik.Dia mintak kami tunggu,tapi terpaksa balik sebab ayah kerja..Aku tak sangka Atok pergi tinggalkan kami.Ya Tuhan,aku rindukannya..Tapi aku redha..kerna Engkau lebih menyayanginya .Atok,Alia doakan Atok bahagia di sana.Al;fatihah untuk Atok..Semoga roh Atok sentiasa dirahmati oleh NYA...
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